Oh hai, Update!

Ok so I am back. I have to start doing this again. Now that I am once again jobless it will give me some time and somethings to write about and not just work. I even have things on the romantic front to speak about! But like the typical girl I am I dont wanna jinx it so I shall play it cool.

This year so far has been alot of ups and downs already and it hasn’t even been a month. Between getting a promotion in the beginning of the week to losing my job at the end of the week cuz they can afford me. Then seeing someone you have known for 2 years that you never thought of like that. and my mother coming back from Montreal after a couple months . Even friends, of course there are always if and buts with that but its like that with everyone. May it be friends family or even strangers.

So, back to the drawing board with work. Everything else is just going with the flow. I am not going to stress and rush anything this year, even tho I am stressed about being jobless but I will find one. I have security and freelance on the side so its not like I am making no money. I just want to do what I went to school for, you know follow those supposed dreams that everyone has.

SOOOOO Graphic Design industry, START HIRING ALREADY and stop doing cut backs! People DO need jobs. so make some for us! :P

Oh Hai, Weird tarot card of the day

The Nine of Swords card reversed suggests that there may be a couple of ways to go with this. Thetarot first and most optimistic stance to take is that you have already experienced the moment of realization. Now you can let go or move forward, and you may be quite ready to accept the inevitable change that must come on its heels. You are putting things into perspective and not crying over spilt milk, and are confident in your assertion of no more tears and self-pity. Conversely, you may be using this moment of truth as a means of denying or ignoring the warning signs, or are overly rational to keep from losing it. If you don’t want a recurrence of the pain or sorrow, take steps to move to the next level of actually letting go. It’s time to accept, forgive and then raise your own standards. Then move on and mean it.

This is so freaky, honestly!!!!!!!

This too, Shall Pass

I hope.

Oh Hai, Clean room

It feels good when I start cleaning it but it seems like half way i get flooded with pictures and objects that depress the hell out of _Polaroid_III__Bad_Memories_by_chipilme.Someone  explain this to my parents so they figure out why I HATE CLEANING MY ROOM!

I never know what I can or should throw out. I have so many emotional attachments to everything. I have a bunch of things I found that I want to burn but out of politeness ( someone has to be) I should mail them.  Damn me being a nice person. When will I be a bitch and tell the right people to screw off.

Baaaaaahhhhhhhhh

Oh Hai, you bookworm

So since I am lacking any romantic life what so ever I decided to get wrapped up in a good book. I’ve been hearing all this talk about The Time Traveler’s Wife and I have all this time to kill so I have been reading it. Yes I am one of thosetime-travelers-wife-book people who reads the book before she sees the movie. So far the book is amazing and I’m kinda falling in love with it. They better not ruin it with a bad movie but from the looks of the previews the have the right imagery.

After this book I have 2 more waiting for me, Are You There Vodka? It’s Me, Chelsea and My Horizontal Life: A Collection of One-Night Stands

…God I need a job

Oh Shut up….

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‘nough Said

Oh Hai, Wicked Awesome Friends

Wow, so I am back from a fun filled weekend of greatness! Lemme Break it down yo!

Thursday- Went to a booze cruise with Ash , then to the bar with ash and met up with friends, went to the side of the bar (jks) and then went to my high school friends house (Chris’s plus joe and Lindsay)

FRIDAY- Drove up to Miranda’s cottage in a car with Marlene and

Close to breaking my nose

her bf Dave. Then Partied there with andrea elyssa and miranda.

Saturday- (without realizing) drank all day while people were drinking pop, played drinking games and almost got my nose broken…then continued playing drinking games ^_^

Sunday- Relaxed and enjoyed the day. Drove back home and chilled out a bit ( I am not going to get in depth but i had technology issues the second I came back) oh then went to my friend D’s house and drank till about 2 ish then went to my friend Chris’ and watched the hang over.

I felt like I was all over the map with friends this week but I’m happy I did it and had a wicked time!!!

P.S ( The stupid Cupid post is TOTALY true… I wonder how that guy I was seeing is doing…NO NO NOOOOO I don’t even want to know! I would prefer to remain ignorant on that subject. :P )

Oh Hai, Stupid Cupid

Ok this might seem like one of those crazy theories in which I have conjured but seriously, it makes sence. I noticed this after Jamie and I broke up. Every eligible guy who asked me on a date and such while I was dating him met someone totally amazing for them and are very happy, within 1-2 months of asking me on a date. By every I mean like 4 but still strange!

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Now that I am single I think the same thing is happening. The second I turn down or don’t speak to a guy for a bit he finds an amazing girl. It’s like “Good Luck Chuck” only with me being Chuck, and the fact I didnt sleep with one of those guys let alone kiss them on the cheek. So if any of your friends wants to meet an awesome girl suggest him to me and I’ll turn him down and he will find her. Maybe I’m just cupid then?

I should start pricking myself lol

Songs of the mind/heart

Some of these I love for the lyrics some I love for everything but these are just some songs that reflect how I feel or am thinking

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Shall we begin?

There are several more but due to editing purposed and not rambling on ( which I honestly can do very well)  I’m going to cut this one a little short so I can save other songs for other posts.

Enjoy.

O_Canada_by_fahrmboy

Happy Canada Day!

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